April 15, 2010
run
It is 1.23am. I’m sitting in a huntsman hall computer lab, rediscovering a former life, commiserating with myself.
This loneliness just won’t leave me alone.
Perhaps it was never meant to be. Can two people so different really navigate through the winding roads of life together? Can I continue to ignore one speedbump after another? My own theory, put to the test. Who am I kidding. I brought this upon myself, and it was far from a test. It was me, straying from the path. Was it for the thrill of adventure? Who knows. Right now, I’m lost in the woods, without a clue about where to start.
I don’t deal with problems well. I run. In this lonely empty dark forest, let’s see where that’ll get me.